mixed on canvas 8'x4' aka 2.4m x1.2m
grout, spray paint, all purpose cleaning solution, spray texture--makes things look like they're made of stone, anti-rust spray, acrylics, wood stain.
i haven't created a piece this big in years. i wanted to get a lot of anger and frustration out of my system. making this was very physical--throwing grout on the canvas, walking around the painting spraying all around, kneeling.
i named it "reclaim" because being outside, it's been quite hot until recently, it made me feel alive and energetic, at least for a little while. i'm in the process of trying to reclaim my life from a three year depressive cycle (i have bpd I). i'm feeling better lately, so i was able to do this.
one very cool thing, which seemed symbolic to me... i was taking this photo of the painting, behind my garage, and a neighbor i don't know pulled out of her garage and stop her car to talk to me. she asked me if i was an artist and that she loved this style of work. i couldn't believe it, nobody likes work like this! lol she said she wanted to come by later and look at more of my work! she said she was a graphic designer! that made my day.